New month and new start

I have been struggling with losing weight for over a year which is hard to accept/admit. I had been a healthy weight but what some call skinny-fat. Well over the last 5 years that has slowly changed. I will do really well for about a month then I fall off the wagon. Now that we are TTC I want, no need to do it now. I am switching to sparkpeople from fitday to see if that helps me track food better. I did go for a run Saturday but have I been since, um no. 30 day shred dvd is another outlet I have available to me but its the effort. I have the motivation (the way I look and feel) but yet I don't because I make excuses not to exercise and poor eating choices. Neil is in the same boat so we need to hold each other accountable!